She is 92 years old, petite,
well poised, and proud. She is fully dressed each morning by eight
o'clock, with her hair fashionably coifed, and her makeup perfectly
applied, in spite of the fact she is legally blind.
Today she has moved to a nursing home. Her husband of 70 years recently
passed away, making this move necessary.
After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing
home where I am employed, she smiled sweetly when told her room
was ready. As she maneuvered her walker to the elevator, I provided
a visual description of her tiny room, including the eyelet curtains
that had been hung on her window.
"I love it," she stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old
having just been presented with a new puppy.
"Mrs. Jones, you haven't seen the room ... just wait,"
Then she spoke these words that I will never forget:
"That does not have anything to do with it," she gently
replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time.
Whether I like my room or not does not depend on how the furniture
is arranged. It is how I arrange my mind. I have already decided
to love it."
"It is a decision I make every morning when I wake up. I have
a choice. I can spend the day in bed recounting the difficulty I
have with the parts of my body that no longer work, or I can get
out of bed and be thankful for the ones that do work. Each day is
a gift, and as long as my eyes open, I will focus on the new day
and all of the happy memories I have stored away ... just for this
time in my life."
Old age is like a bank account. You withdraw from what you have
already put in.